2 hours to go. Hopefully. Last I heard from Neal he was expecting to be home around midnight. He has been gone on tour the past month and we have missed him like crazy! Although I have been a single mom the past few weeks I must say I have done a pretty darn good job at it and I am very proud of myself. I have been able to get Reiley on a great sleeping routine. He goes to bed around 8 and does not get up to eat until about 4am and then again about 8:30 in the morning. So I have had some good time for myself at night and am able get a good nights sleep. What about the juggling of the breast pump, diaper bag, carseat with Reiley in it, my purse and a slimfast on my way out the door. Oh my back! But oh my muscles! I wonder what Neal will think of Reiley when he sees him in the morning? I wonder how much he will think he has changed. I feel sad that he is has not been able to see Reileys funny quirks and great big smiles for the past month. I wonder what he will think of me? I wonder if I change? Hopefully he can stay in town for a while. I love him an I can't wait to see him!